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Scars

Leaving the scars of my lonelyness,
Jalous of what other people have.
Reaching out for what I need,
Feeling lonely, not deserving what I want.
Punished because of my greed.

Waiting for what might come and what I've lost.
Wanting it so much, that I'd do anything for it, at any cost.
Dreaming it, as I try to grab it, so close, with in my reach.
Losing it, its dripping away, sucked away like a leech.

The Only thing that I still have from it,
Scars, illusions and tears.
Illusions so big and unreal that they won't fit,
Something bigger than the most of my fears.